Santos

The weekend away was absolutely lovely. A total gift from God. The hide-a-bed left a lot to be desired but other then that it was great. I went with my friend Palmyra and everything we needed was in walking distance, so perfect. There were some lovely moments with Jesus and just being by the ocean was such a balm. I love His creation. The sad part was seeing how poorly we have treated his handiwork as there were several plastic bags floating in the water. The breeze, the palm trees, the sand all of it was such a boon though and I thank-you for your prayers for rest and refreshment. Both Palmyra and I were blessed by our time in Santos.

I continue to wrestle with the thought of leaving and yet part of me can hardly wait to be home again. I have learned so many things about myself and have noticed a new confidence in my relationship with Pastor Marcelo. God is teaching me to live out of who I am and not out of who others hope and expect me to be. Of course this is a life long learning process and the lessons have not been easy but they have been worthwhile and freeing. I've also noticed that the more I trust the more at home I feel in my environment be that where it may. Thank-you for your continued prayers. Pray that I can finish well and figure out what part this summer plays in my sense of calling and future vocation. Thanks. The computer at home isn't working so my entries may be fairly sporadic from now on. Blessings.

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